Hari ni..

hari Khamis! Yuhhuu!!

how can I not miss u my son...!

Thank you abah Fitri, WApp kan ibu picture ni ;)

I won't let you go..

I had a very nice chit chat at this luvly morning with my lifetime drebar. Thank you very much for being such supportive husband. Kadang2 aku pun pelik dgn segilintir manusia yg hanya nampak keburukan org lain dan yg paling sadis boleh menyampaikan pulak kat org lain.

Am I a queen control?

Only me and my lifetime drebar know. Not you. Enough.

Perhaps, can I ask you one question?

Are you good enough?

Kalau di belakang isteri sendiri pon boleh berkata-kata tentang kekurangan teman sehidup semati kau, dan boleh dikategorikan sebagai membuka aib isteri sendiri yg mana sebagai seorang suami kau sepatutnya tahu batas apa yg boleh dikongsi bersama org lain dan apa yg xboleh dikongsi, 

Are you a very good enough?

Betullah kata Prof Muhaya,

Kita tidak akan dapat membersihkan jiwa selagi kita melihat keburukan dalam diri org lain. Salah satu cara Allah memberi kebaikan pada seseorg ialah bila dia melihat kesilapan diri dan melihat kebaikan org lain. Manusia paling malang ialah manusia yg melihat kebaikan diri dan merasa diri sudah baik dan melihat keburukan org lain dan sentiasa merasa lebih baik dari org lain.

To my lifetime drebar, I'm truly sorry for what they had been said to you..semoga kita sama2 kuat dan sabar dengan karenah manusia yg tak pernah reti nak bersyukur..I promise, to always be by your side! 

Remember my son, u don't hv to keep trying to point out sumone's true colors,
they will do it themselves eventually ;)

If your sky is fallin'

Juz take my hand and hold it

U don't hv to be alone...alone..

I won't let u go

And if u feel the fading of the light

and u're too weak to carry on the fight

and all ur friends that u count on hv disappeared

I'll be here, not gone, forever, holding on!

Be thankful and..

Be strong!

Keep swimming....keep swimming...keep swimming...

When sum1...

When sum1 is nasty or treats u poorly, dun take it personally..it says nothin' about u, but a lot about them.

Positive! Save ur own lil' heart! Chill~

Ok. Meeting done! One more to go for the evening. Aku harap sangat dpt close projek Shangri La ni supaya xperlu lagi nk layan karenah manusia yg xreti nk bersyukur. For me, malas nk stress, ikut jer rentak yg dah ala2 hip hop ni, sbb I need to save my own little heart before it started to burst!

Ok. Sangat lapar sekarang. Boss mcm tau2 da ajak makan, tp "xpela boss, pegi dulu..I follow" hehhe...end up aku duk merapu kat sini..arghhh mcm nk mkn Shepherd Pie! Right......lets plan for this comin' weekend!

One miracle year..

We had gone thru one miracle year..

Thank you Allah!

1st October 2013 - Happy one year old my lil' angel..may we passing more and more miracle year onwards..

I can't touch u, I can't kiss u, I can't hug u, and I can't say: thank u for being strong with me as promised..

I can't celebrate it with u..

but all I can do at this luvly mornin' is walked in to Neonatal ICU to meet ur so called 'first family' to share our greatest appreciation with them. When they saw me, they said: Fitri!

Hey, its been a year and they did remember u son! 

Melangkah kaki ke NICU mengimbau kembali saat2 getir tahun lalu. Aroma NICU, suasana NICU..membuat air mata mengalir dgn sendirinya tanpa disangka-sangka tadi..Surprisingly, nurse bagi kami masuk, bila dgr nurse2 tu panggil: Nurhidayah...Nurhidayah...Fitri! ooooohh..mmg air mata laju jek, they did remember us! Madam pulak dtg peluk....dgn nurse2 pon banjir...haiihhh...how time flies...

Kiteorg bawak juadah sikit untuk mkn pagi mereka, walaupon pemberian tu sememangnya tak dpt dibandingkan dengan keprihatinan mereka terhadap Fitri, 

Heartfelt thanks to abah Fitri, to my beloved abah and umie, to my luvly sis and brother Nadiah, Yayah, and  for all ur support, ur care, ur attention and ur luv to me to went thru life..

Kadang, ada waktunya aku menangis sendiri bila hati dan telinga tak dpt lagi menahan dan mendengar kata2 mereka yg aku harapkan dpt memberi kata2 semangat, namun sebaliknya yg berlaku. Mereka di atas lah yg senantiasa menghulurkan bahu... 

In this journey of life, even though we may begin it with difficulties, this is design of God that I appreciate and cherish! Alhamdulillah!